What the hell was I thinking? If someone would’ve told me I would be involved with a male-whore biker like Viper, I would’ve said they were crazy. But here I am having feelings for someone I know I shouldn’t be with. He’s been trying to be with me for months. And for months I was strong and resisted. But one day stupid me, agreed. I mean what the hell, right? How bad could it be? After that, my decision comes back to bite me big time. It’s not the greatest, but can I really regret being with Viper? There’s something about him that makes it hard to stay away from him.
Man, this woman makes me want to strangle her or drop her like a bad habit, whichever comes first. I swear there are days where I don’t know if I’m talking to her or her split personality. One day everything is good and she’s wonderful, everything I’ve ever wanted, but then the shit hits the fan. The going back and forth is enough to drive anyone insane but I still want her. Am I under some spell or completely out of my mind? Whatever it is, I don’t know if I’m coming or going with her. But then something comes back to bite me where it fucking hurts the most. It’s enough to destroy everything I want with Tammy. How can we move past this? Will she be able to forgive me and love me as I love her?
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